Melancholy

“Maybe if I share the path I walk, i will feel less pain and there will be a day, where the pain will vanish.

I want it to heal; I don't care what it takes. I cannot live on misery or worry anymore. I want to devote my life to seek for my dreams, a dream with hope and happiness.

Maybe worries are good sign, it shows that I am still emotionally attached to that person even though I never stop denying him.

I wonder how it will be when I am totally numb to his actions and no longer care about his life or death. Although it sounds inhuman, but I hope that day will come to end all my suffering” **Fanky Boy