V Day

A day to pour out your love to people that are important to you to show that you care .Let down your ego,and be sweet and affectionate just for today.Give yourself a chance to be real human,the irrational creature which manipulated by emotions.

Scrapbooking,Yeah Yeah

Scrapbooking is fun and relaxing....playing of those elements and ribbons and colourful papers will really make you forget all the stress you have for the day! It's an escape from the nerve-racking study life to the enjoyable creative sphere.
Love scrapbooking !
*Two thumbs up!

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Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just 4 days away,i am fill with excitement as well as anxiety.I am excited coz this is the only time i can ask for money openly from the adults..hee. And play poker cards and stuff myself with lots of gassy drink without being reprimanded by my mum.
Hmm..Anxious knowing that i am getting older.No longer in the category of teenager now.Its sad coz i am surrounded by teenagers and treated like teenager most of the time.Although i do not want to admit to be old and always psycho myself with the slogan "Young @ Heart" but i cannot fight against the biological clock which is changing in my body and mind.It may sound silly to many,not as if i am in my 40s or 50s.."WHAT right do i have in complaining old?"Indeed,for someone who has achieve nothing and still struggling to pull up her GPA in school,has every right to complain and whine about her age!
Happy Chinese New Year!!Hope that i will get lots of angpow this year (i doubt so :( )
Was reading the newspaper yesterday,feel sad for those people in China who are stuck in the station due to the heavy snow fall.I can really understand their feelings,how much they miss their family members esp during Chinese New Year.Its not about angpow or oranges,but the quality time with their family members.

After Chinese New Year , it will be another great day which is the Valentine's day.Valentine's day is stupid for many people(esp those who are married,its money wasting day) but to me,its a day to show your love and care for someone you love& care.Its a good day to put down your pride and tell someone how much you cherish him/her .Hmm, this year V's day is going to be another ordinary day for me since i will be away from L again.I cannot express how sick i am being away but i cant help it.Whimpering doesn't help,and it will just complicate matters.Well, whatever it is,everyone hope that this year will be another great and fruitful year.

Narcissistic personality

Used to be like this when i was young,not sure why i just loved looking at myself in the pics ;although most of it turned out to be quite ugly .It seems like yesterday when i think back the crazy picture taking times with Ah Na .
Now, i love looking at ppls' pics and wish that i can look tht good in my own pictures.Somehow my mind is now corrupted by the standard of beauty that the media bombard the society with.Big eyes,pointed nose,scrumptious lip ,and skinny body with the touch of visible boobs.This is beauty;which is only possible with the help of adobe photoshop.
In reality,this software is plastic surgery.Many find Ayumi, japanese singer irresistible despite knowing that she had gone thru plastic surgery many times.A lot of young girls idolize her and wish to be like her-maybe financially so that they can afford to do the same thing,to be the "perfect" one.
It's debatable whether plastic surgery is good or bad.Some agree to it while some find it stupid.No matter what is your stand,we are all affected by the notion of beauty which never stop pushing its way thru our life.
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Result.

Well well,am glad that my result for last sem was quite goood.It's not fantastic compared to most of my frens but i am glad with my achievement!
Still remember that i went clubbing with L the night before the release of my result.It was an eye opening experience for me looking at young girls shaking their butts off their hips.I was amazed with their body language while they were dancing and could really see Durkheim's theory work there. The so called 'collective effervescence',gave these young girls maximum energy to dance in a sexual manners with their friends to attract opposite sex.And of course,we as the audience enjoyed watching it as they exposed their flesh while shaking their bodies.
[Collective effervescence (CE) is a perceived energy formed by a gathering of people as might be experienced at a sporting event, a carnival, a rave, or a riot. This energy can cause people to act differently than in their everyday life.]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collective_Effervescence
Well,no matter how enjoyable i was watching all these actions going on,i told myself that i will not go there again.I have mixed feelings being there, the music was good and enjoyable but looking at these girls trying to attract guys with their body make me feel ashame.Not trying to judge anyone here, self respect is very important for a person and seeing some of the girls trading it off for instant gratification disturbed me.Yes,i understand that there must be stories behind each one of them...who knows they do this for living? to feed their brothers and sisters.

What?

It has been long since i last updated my blog.Holiday has not been a good one but i was happy to be home,to where i belong to.I made 2 resolutions last year,1)To stop eating MCD and 2)To finish all my readings on time.Well,obviously the first resolution didn't work!I had MCD on the second day of school!! Think i better keep this resolution to next year.hehe.Ok,the second resolution,i've been doing my reading diligently(erm, maybe i should say that i am catching up well since its just the second week of school).
P decided to leave at last(abandon me, Fernie?) and i'm glad with her decision.From my point of view,this is good for P and U!Now she can spend more time doing what she likes.hmmm..She has been in holiday mood lately which reminded me of those days which my mum doesn't need to work.I enjoyed those relaxed and happy moments with my mum.I enjoyed eating lunch with her and spending quality time in front of tv with her.
We were supposed to make sb this afternoon but ended up admiring our old photos.Well,it's fun but its also scary at the same time realizing that i am growing older now but still incompetence.Ok,shall not think so much!

Wordless

In this moment,i cant bring myself to write anything because i am afraid that my tears will roll down unstoppable.