Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just 4 days away,i am fill with excitement as well as anxiety.I am excited coz this is the only time i can ask for money openly from the adults..hee. And play poker cards and stuff myself with lots of gassy drink without being reprimanded by my mum.
Hmm..Anxious knowing that i am getting older.No longer in the category of teenager now.Its sad coz i am surrounded by teenagers and treated like teenager most of the time.Although i do not want to admit to be old and always psycho myself with the slogan "Young @ Heart" but i cannot fight against the biological clock which is changing in my body and mind.It may sound silly to many,not as if i am in my 40s or 50s.."WHAT right do i have in complaining old?"Indeed,for someone who has achieve nothing and still struggling to pull up her GPA in school,has every right to complain and whine about her age!
Happy Chinese New Year!!Hope that i will get lots of angpow this year (i doubt so :( )
Was reading the newspaper yesterday,feel sad for those people in China who are stuck in the station due to the heavy snow fall.I can really understand their feelings,how much they miss their family members esp during Chinese New Year.Its not about angpow or oranges,but the quality time with their family members.

After Chinese New Year , it will be another great day which is the Valentine's day.Valentine's day is stupid for many people(esp those who are married,its money wasting day) but to me,its a day to show your love and care for someone you love& care.Its a good day to put down your pride and tell someone how much you cherish him/her .Hmm, this year V's day is going to be another ordinary day for me since i will be away from L again.I cannot express how sick i am being away but i cant help it.Whimpering doesn't help,and it will just complicate matters.Well, whatever it is,everyone hope that this year will be another great and fruitful year.