Used to be like this when i was young,not sure why i just loved looking at myself in the pics ;although most of it turned out to be quite ugly .It seems like yesterday when i think back the crazy picture taking times with Ah Na .
Now, i love looking at ppls' pics and wish that i can look tht good in my own pictures.Somehow my mind is now corrupted by the standard of beauty that the media bombard the society with.Big eyes,pointed nose,scrumptious lip ,and skinny body with the touch of visible boobs.This is beauty;which is only possible with the help of adobe photoshop.
In reality,this software is plastic surgery.Many find Ayumi, japanese singer irresistible despite knowing that she had gone thru plastic surgery many times.A lot of young girls idolize her and wish to be like her-maybe financially so that they can afford to do the same thing,to be the "perfect" one.
It's debatable whether plastic surgery is good or bad.Some agree to it while some find it stupid.No matter what is your stand,we are all affected by the notion of beauty which never stop pushing its way thru our life.
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Sunday 27 January 2008
Thursday 17 January 2008
Result.
Well well,am glad that my result for last sem was quite goood.It's not fantastic compared to most of my frens but i am glad with my achievement!
Still remember that i went clubbing with L the night before the release of my result.It was an eye opening experience for me looking at young girls shaking their butts off their hips.I was amazed with their body language while they were dancing and could really see Durkheim's theory work there. The so called 'collective effervescence',gave these young girls maximum energy to dance in a sexual manners with their friends to attract opposite sex.And of course,we as the audience enjoyed watching it as they exposed their flesh while shaking their bodies.
[Collective effervescence (CE) is a perceived energy formed by a gathering of people as might be experienced at a sporting event, a carnival, a rave, or a riot. This energy can cause people to act differently than in their everyday life.]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collective_Effervescence
Well,no matter how enjoyable i was watching all these actions going on,i told myself that i will not go there again.I have mixed feelings being there, the music was good and enjoyable but looking at these girls trying to attract guys with their body make me feel ashame.Not trying to judge anyone here, self respect is very important for a person and seeing some of the girls trading it off for instant gratification disturbed me.Yes,i understand that there must be stories behind each one of them...who knows they do this for living? to feed their brothers and sisters.
Still remember that i went clubbing with L the night before the release of my result.It was an eye opening experience for me looking at young girls shaking their butts off their hips.I was amazed with their body language while they were dancing and could really see Durkheim's theory work there. The so called 'collective effervescence',gave these young girls maximum energy to dance in a sexual manners with their friends to attract opposite sex.And of course,we as the audience enjoyed watching it as they exposed their flesh while shaking their bodies.
[Collective effervescence (CE) is a perceived energy formed by a gathering of people as might be experienced at a sporting event, a carnival, a rave, or a riot. This energy can cause people to act differently than in their everyday life.]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collective_Effervescence
Well,no matter how enjoyable i was watching all these actions going on,i told myself that i will not go there again.I have mixed feelings being there, the music was good and enjoyable but looking at these girls trying to attract guys with their body make me feel ashame.Not trying to judge anyone here, self respect is very important for a person and seeing some of the girls trading it off for instant gratification disturbed me.Yes,i understand that there must be stories behind each one of them...who knows they do this for living? to feed their brothers and sisters.
What?
It has been long since i last updated my blog.Holiday has not been a good one but i was happy to be home,to where i belong to.I made 2 resolutions last year,1)To stop eating MCD and 2)To finish all my readings on time.Well,obviously the first resolution didn't work!I had MCD on the second day of school!! Think i better keep this resolution to next year.hehe.Ok,the second resolution,i've been doing my reading diligently(erm, maybe i should say that i am catching up well since its just the second week of school).
P decided to leave at last(abandon me, Fernie?) and i'm glad with her decision.From my point of view,this is good for P and U!Now she can spend more time doing what she likes.hmmm..She has been in holiday mood lately which reminded me of those days which my mum doesn't need to work.I enjoyed those relaxed and happy moments with my mum.I enjoyed eating lunch with her and spending quality time in front of tv with her.
We were supposed to make sb this afternoon but ended up admiring our old photos.Well,it's fun but its also scary at the same time realizing that i am growing older now but still incompetence.Ok,shall not think so much!
P decided to leave at last(abandon me, Fernie?) and i'm glad with her decision.From my point of view,this is good for P and U!Now she can spend more time doing what she likes.hmmm..She has been in holiday mood lately which reminded me of those days which my mum doesn't need to work.I enjoyed those relaxed and happy moments with my mum.I enjoyed eating lunch with her and spending quality time in front of tv with her.
We were supposed to make sb this afternoon but ended up admiring our old photos.Well,it's fun but its also scary at the same time realizing that i am growing older now but still incompetence.Ok,shall not think so much!
Friday 4 January 2008
Wordless
In this moment,i cant bring myself to write anything because i am afraid that my tears will roll down unstoppable.
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