I hate it

I hate being a combination of myope and astig,
I hate the feeling of helplessness when i open my eyes in the morning,
I hate to be overly dependent on the 2 little black windows rested on my nose,
I hate to stick my face on the mirror when i need to put on my eyes shadow,
I hate it,i hate it!

I hate the feeling of vulnerability,
I hate to feel the tight fingers against my ears,
I hate to be heavy-headed after the celebration,
I hate to imagine myself being deaf,
i hate it ,i hate it and i hate it!