Yeppie!

Bought a nice sandal and took the last test.Happy Happy-but now i am facing a big problem with my assignment!! ERGHH....hope tht i can finish it tonite.i am going crazy..!!Another assignment(MARX) has been posted online tis afternoon.I dont know how am i suppose to cope with so many assignments.
So much work,so little time!
Crazy!!!!

upcoming event..

Last paper today,then i can fully concentrate on my 05 assignment.Still not sure what i am going to do on that assignment.hmmm....waiting for some advices.
Going back this friday ,happy although i've to bring my work home to do.Well,at least i can have a short break.

I hate it

I hate being a combination of myope and astig,
I hate the feeling of helplessness when i open my eyes in the morning,
I hate to be overly dependent on the 2 little black windows rested on my nose,
I hate to stick my face on the mirror when i need to put on my eyes shadow,
I hate it,i hate it!

I hate the feeling of vulnerability,
I hate to feel the tight fingers against my ears,
I hate to be heavy-headed after the celebration,
I hate to imagine myself being deaf,
i hate it ,i hate it and i hate it!

Countdown

Counting down to the special day-my birthday.
Somehow it doesn't feel as good as i expected.Maybe becoz of the heavy workload and the coming test.
My peers seem to be handling it quite well,tests assighments,presentations and etc etc.
Not sure why am i so stress up,its been giving me sleepless nites which frustrate me.

OR maybe becoz a i've lost count of my age after 21.So,its just another ordinary day.

Not sure what's the main reason.I just know that i need a good rest tonite!

**Found this very cute cupcakes with a candle.
So sweet.

Non-stop working

Things left to be done before semester break:

1. Revision for 05 test
   
2. 208 summary
3. 205 assignment

Things to do during semester break;

1. Complete all the readings esp 09 and 01
2. Expand 05 and 09 assignments
   

Stressss

“Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness”
Richard Carlson quotes

Cuppy cakes!

I wan I wan!!

I want this Birthday cake!!!! So Cute!

*i am obsess with cakes!!

My future wedding cake !

Cup Cakes & Snow White

"These pretty cup cakes remind me of the beautiful world,where snow white and seven dwarfs exist"

The icing is sweet,
the skin is hard,
with a quick bite,
you'll get to the soft fluffy part,
which will give you a delightful smile.

Eye on Malaysia..Here i come

Tortoise,Go Go Go.

I cant help it but to feel like a tortoise .I am not trying to be pessimistic here,but i really do feel that i am slow in everything(assighments,readings and even the completion of my course).
I want to get rid of all these foolish thoughts out of my mind by telling myself that i am actually buying time to be dependent of my family eventhough i am not young anymore.
Taking about age-Bird-day coming,and all these thoughts never stop haunting me every now and then which make me feel really uneasy.Dont know how to explain it but i need to learn to live it no matter how uncomfortable i am everytime i think of it.I need a relaxing break to rejuvenate myself!
After reading tons of Marx's works,i wonder why are we(human species) so hard on ourself - work and study.In a way we are not making full use of human capablity because we are too constraint by exams,wages,rules and etc.
As material goods multiply in the market,humans will never stop working their butt off to meet their desire .This explain why ppl are working almost 20 hrs/day just to buy prada and gucci handbags.Our self actualization are now being externalized and can only be obtained by purchasing material goods which we cannot bring with us when we die.
Is it worth it?