Sunday, 1 June 2008

Second Cake-Tiramisu!!


Beth came over to make Tiramisu on the 28 May 2008 (Wednesday).We didn't take any pics but i will upload the recipe soon so that i can share the nice tiramisu with everyone!!!

It's soo tasty,creamy and soft!!!

Cake-Making Craze!

Our first cake making session!!!
Pic taken 25 May 2008; 7pm

Sponge cake!

I didn't believe that aunt can actually bake cakes, so i was a bit skeptical when she told me that she's going to make cup cake with me.Can you imagine someone who has difficulties in cooking instant noodle can actually bake a cake? Well...it's strange but believe it.
Although it turned out to be sponge cake due to butter shortage, but the cake was very yummy.

Very soft cake with lots of eggs(12 eggs), just like eating vanilla marshmallow, with the touch of the fragrant butter aroma. A good start....yeah yeah!

Saturday, 31 May 2008

What i did so far..

What i did so far during the summer holiday:

  1. 2 scrapbook albums (ard 20 pages each)
  2. Bake cakes (sponge cake, apple crumble,tiramisu)
    ....coming up we will make Pandan cake!!! YUMMY!!! My tummy is getting BIGGER and BIGGER.
  3. Transcript for Prof
  4. Books-Psychopath(halfway);Thousand Splendid Suns; ...and now looking for more interesting book

Monday, 26 May 2008

Loooking and looking...

I was looking at some pictures my friends posted on their blogs...dont know why, i feel envious with their exciting and fun lifestyle which was captured by the camera lens. I admit that i was a bit jealous, and also startled by their boldness to take so many pictures which portrayed the happiness they were having and put it online for the public to view.
As i grow older and older, i become more and more conscious with how i look. I take less and less pictures as my expectation of beauty changes, and i find myself look more and more ugly in front of the camera lens. Face too big, eyes too small, nose too wide, mouth too pout-y and etc etc.I end up not having much pictures of myself to make sb, and always make pictures of others.
I know that it is importance to accept yourself in order to enjoy your life to the fullest, but looking at myself in pic or even listening my own voice disgust me!
Well..after all the complains, i had a wonderful and fun time making 'cup cake' turned out to be humongous sponge cake with aunt. It was a fun+crazy+ exciting time since both of us are 'new bird' and do not have any experience in baking a cake ( oh..aunt claimed she has but i think it's a bit rusty since her last cake was way back in England).And, we didn't have enough butter, so we had to choose the recipe which need the less butter to accommodate our butter insufficiency cake making section! Well..the cake turned out to be quite yummy plus all the exciting yelling and screaming!hehe...
K missed the good times we had...bleak bleak!!

Friday, 23 May 2008

China Earthquake

I was watching this you tube video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTCIqDawjjs&feature=related) after i saw the news on the tv. This girl was criticizing the victims in China earthquake just because she cant play online game. I feel really angry as well as sad, seeing a young girl behaving in such an inhuman way. She is a total psychopath, as she possessed highest rank of the qualities that a psychopath has which are: i) selfish ii) unapologetic iii) not sympathetic and etc etc.
No one would blame her for not helping ,yet she blamed the victims for causing all the troubles.
What is life to her? The precious life, where every mother struggles to give birth to their dearly child vanish within seconds. All hopes are gone, all the good times with their loved one has now became memories which cause uncontrollable pain to every survivors.
It's cruel, this natural disaster is so cruel.But ,what's more cruel is the unsympathetic psychopath which is living in her own stupid world believing that the whole world owes her favor and should just follow her needs.This whole world should revolve around her stupid needs without caring for the emotional needs of the victims.
After all that the people has done, one stupid comment from this girl has broken the hearts of the thousands and caused a deep grief and anger to engulf in the whole country. IS that her motive?
All that has died, should be treated with respect and love.Each one of them are dearly to their families and friends. As an outsider, i share the grief as i follow the news about the earthquake.
All i can say to the survivor is that, you guys have been doing a great job.Staying alive is the right choice.Please be strong, for those who has died and live your life to the fullest for them as they do not have the opportunity as you do.

Thursday, 22 May 2008

Bad dreams..

I am so tired of all the bad dreams i had.It's affecting my mood and making me grumpy the moment i open my eyes.ergh..how can i get rid of it!! REally hate it!!
I wish to have a good sleep without dream, so that i can get a total rejuvenating rest!!

Friday, 16 May 2008

ME

Who can understand,
the miserable soul living inside me,
wanting so much to be set free
after being suppressed for the longest time.

Who can understand,
the cranky soul exist inside me,
wanting to explode and emancipate,
after being controlled by everyone around me.

Who can understand,
the innocent soul deep inside,
wanting so much to be loved and care,
after being sneered for multiple times.

Who,
Who can understand?
the real me,
the person i am,and want to be
No, no one.

Who cares to understand,
the tiny me,
the insignificant me,
No,you are right
No one