Father's Day

I try not to think but sometimes i just cannot help it but to feel envious with those who celebrate this special day with their beloved dad.At least there's a reason to show your love to someone who you call dad.For me,there is no reason for me to celebrate this day,only hatred and lots of complains.Many will think that i am heartless,just like those who send their parents to the old folks home,but no one can really understand the pain of the raw scars.
Watever it is,today is just a shitty day for me.Every day of this year is a shitty day!