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WEird feelings,
Wierd personality,
is it me?
no answer.
Just walk away.

A good day with good news

Today is a good day for everyone in the family. My sister managed to get 8As for her Olevels!!! My mum was so happy that she shed the tears of joy.My aunties were so delighted and they kept messaging each other expressing their happiness.I, as the eldest sis was superlly happy at home..and kept calling my mother so that we can share this proud moment together.
It has no been easy for my mum...deep inside i understand what she has been goign through despite all her cheerful character. At last, she can feel relieve for once, as her youngest daughter has finally finished her Olevels!

What i am up to

I dont know why am i writting this..i should be writitng my report right now!!!
I am struggling for words,for inspiration............maybe when i look back in the future i will laugh at my stupidity.

Missing home

Miss home so much...been thinking a lot these few days.Hmm..cant wait for Thursday to come.

New Year!

Well well...just like my age, this blog is one year older now. It was a productive December as i was busy baking and making Christmas hampers to sell.I still cannot believe that i actually baked abt 100 containers of cookies(excluding small container cookies i did)...and also about 10 hampers (of course not on my own)..well it was fun but also tis tiring. One thing i am very happy and proud of is, we managed to create awareness amg the church members about the ongoing Cambodia School Building project. This is a very meaningful and pragmatic project which will give those kids in deserted/poor villages( such as fishing village) schools which then,the government will send their teachers to educate those children.

Wat else...erm..yah.A bad news in January ...my aunt's cat which is also one and only cat that i dont mind touching, knocked down by a car without us knowing. It was very sad as we are all so used to having him around us. He has been a very loving and gentle cat...always flop his big belly to be rub.Yah..sad news for the begining of the year...and everyone is still getting used to our days without a companion which many seen as 'just a cat'.

random

Doors shut,
Everyone's quiet,
Heart sank,
Everyone's crying.

I cry,
I yell,
in silent.

Who knows,
No one,
Who cares,
Watever.

Why?

I was thrown into another world,
a world that's opposite from mine,
i cant understand why people do things they do,
i cant comprehend how i feel towards all these
a world that seems so far,
just so wrong for me.

I closed my eyes trying to blink it away,
it haunts me,
showing up in every corner of my brain.

My heart beating fast,
as if its going to jump out of my body,
i breath slowly to calm it down,
i breath and breath and breath,
it doesnt work...nothing works.

Tears rolling down,
i feel trap,
trap in the evil world
i didnt know it exist.