After watching the news about the cyclone in Myanmar and earthquake in China, i cant help it but to feel vulnerable sitting on top of this world which no longer guarantee safeness. Or maybe i should say that, there isnt any '100%guarantee security' in the first place. WE are all living in risk, risk of natural disaster, risk of terrorist, risk of sickness ,risk of traffic accident and etc etc..
We are no different from the ants walking on top of the table, one hit, all gone.We are constantly confronted with cruelty beyond our control, I finally realized that life is not pretty and rosy but full of hopelessness and despair.
Thursday, 15 May 2008
Monday, 12 May 2008
Scrapbook
Making scrapbook is really fun but cleaning up is a real pain!!
I spend my whole day trying to sort out the papers and embellishments and etc etc...before i knew it, it's already 5pm!!!!! My whole afternoon dedicated to scrapbook cleaning and sorting.
Well well..a good start for Monday.
I spend my whole day trying to sort out the papers and embellishments and etc etc...before i knew it, it's already 5pm!!!!! My whole afternoon dedicated to scrapbook cleaning and sorting.
Well well..a good start for Monday.
Thursday, 1 May 2008
Story Time
It has been over 2 years since i last met him,my heart has been pumping fast the moment i left my house.I tried to calm myself, reciting the same sentence to myself "Its going to be okay,just see his face then you can go home and have a peaceful sleep".It doesn't help at all, my heart pumped faster and faster,as if i was going to have a heart attack.I wasn't sure which direction i was going,all i could see is the past....black and white;just like in the movie.
His face appeared at the windscreen, his masculine face which can make every girl's heart sink.His big brown eyes shined like the star in the sky. He waved at me,welcoming my arrival with a big bright smile.I see myself, running towards him,returning him with a big wide smile as if i found my precious.
A loud horn woke me up, my body started to shiver. "Where am i?!". I continued to drive slowly, trying to find my way back to the main road."Calm down,calm down.Slowly,you can do it".
I drove through an alley, there were tombs everywhere."A cemetery!"shouted my heart. I tried to drive slowly out of the cemetary,the sky was turning dark. I couldnt see clearly which way i was going, everywhere seems the same to me. There was no road sign.
I took out my phone, wanted to call for help.Suddenly, i saw a tomb beside me. My body started to shake .I couldnt believe my eyes,this is impossible. What has happened? I looked carefully, "Jr Dave, Date of departure: 01-01-2008. What shall i do? What shall i do.Tears kept rolling down my cheek uncontrolably....i called his mobile, i called his house, i called every possible person that can tell me this is not true. Everyone is not answering the phone, i was gettign anxious! Where is everybody!
"Helo, who are you looking for?" someone asked knocking on my window. I cleared my throat and wiped my face...
(to be continue...........)
His face appeared at the windscreen, his masculine face which can make every girl's heart sink.His big brown eyes shined like the star in the sky. He waved at me,welcoming my arrival with a big bright smile.I see myself, running towards him,returning him with a big wide smile as if i found my precious.
A loud horn woke me up, my body started to shiver. "Where am i?!". I continued to drive slowly, trying to find my way back to the main road."Calm down,calm down.Slowly,you can do it".
I drove through an alley, there were tombs everywhere."A cemetery!"shouted my heart. I tried to drive slowly out of the cemetary,the sky was turning dark. I couldnt see clearly which way i was going, everywhere seems the same to me. There was no road sign.
I took out my phone, wanted to call for help.Suddenly, i saw a tomb beside me. My body started to shake .I couldnt believe my eyes,this is impossible. What has happened? I looked carefully, "Jr Dave, Date of departure: 01-01-2008. What shall i do? What shall i do.Tears kept rolling down my cheek uncontrolably....i called his mobile, i called his house, i called every possible person that can tell me this is not true. Everyone is not answering the phone, i was gettign anxious! Where is everybody!
"Helo, who are you looking for?" someone asked knocking on my window. I cleared my throat and wiped my face...
(to be continue...........)
Wednesday, 30 April 2008
Holiday Time!!
It finally over...! I thought that i was in the dream after much suffering :) Not sure why i still have the scarry dream of exam till now,too much of socio of food?!
There are so much that i would like to do..but i have decided to give myself a break after the long stressful journey.
Not sure what i wan to write...brain is not working while im typing.Sis was writting this funny essay about the connection between brain and hand.I think i should be one of her examples.Too bad,she has already submitted her essay. heee.
I have been spending my time watching HK Drama, chasing after all the series like mad dog...thts what i wanted to do when i was studying for exam.Now, i feel lazy to watch because of my tired eyes.
There are so much that i would like to do..but i have decided to give myself a break after the long stressful journey.
Not sure what i wan to write...brain is not working while im typing.Sis was writting this funny essay about the connection between brain and hand.I think i should be one of her examples.Too bad,she has already submitted her essay. heee.
I have been spending my time watching HK Drama, chasing after all the series like mad dog...thts what i wanted to do when i was studying for exam.Now, i feel lazy to watch because of my tired eyes.
Saturday, 26 April 2008
OVER
IT is finally over!!! i do not know why am i taking out my precious time to blog,since i can watch tv and play games.Maybe i just want to remember the feelings i am having after the exam has ended.I am exhausted!!!! My brain is not working well...and there will be lots of spelling and grammar mistakes here.WARN YOU!!!
I woke up so early this morning to do my last min study,i am not sure whether it helps or not..but i was glad that i did it else i would blame myself for not working hard enough.Well well..another semester has ended.Every new semester i will have new resolution for myself....this semester,i want myself to be more consistent,esp completing my notes after each lecture and dont want for last minute!!regardless of my result for this semester.
And...for the upcoming holiday i want to dedicate lots of my time for reading and witting .As usual,i want to improve myself in terms of my writing.I will try to finish a book and write a review,to test my critical thinking as well as my writing skills.I am not sure when will i be able to do it,coz i havent read the book.Hopefully i wont take too long,else my desire will just die off..hehe
Throughout this time i really thank my family and also L for supporting me and being there for me when i need them.They did a very good job in assuring me and listening to my complains. I know that working life is thousand or many million times harder than preparing for exams, but i cant stop complaining and whining about it,coz it was my biggest fear!!
Thats the end for time being..i am so tired.i need a GOOD rest!!!
I woke up so early this morning to do my last min study,i am not sure whether it helps or not..but i was glad that i did it else i would blame myself for not working hard enough.Well well..another semester has ended.Every new semester i will have new resolution for myself....this semester,i want myself to be more consistent,esp completing my notes after each lecture and dont want for last minute!!regardless of my result for this semester.
And...for the upcoming holiday i want to dedicate lots of my time for reading and witting .As usual,i want to improve myself in terms of my writing.I will try to finish a book and write a review,to test my critical thinking as well as my writing skills.I am not sure when will i be able to do it,coz i havent read the book.Hopefully i wont take too long,else my desire will just die off..hehe
Throughout this time i really thank my family and also L for supporting me and being there for me when i need them.They did a very good job in assuring me and listening to my complains. I know that working life is thousand or many million times harder than preparing for exams, but i cant stop complaining and whining about it,coz it was my biggest fear!!
Thats the end for time being..i am so tired.i need a GOOD rest!!!
Tuesday, 22 April 2008
MAD MAD !
“Why Study For Exams.... Are they not about what you know, not about how much you can cram into your head the night before?”
Taken from: http://thinkexist.com/quotes/with/keyword/exam/
Exam again !$%%^
Exam again..3 down and 2 more around the corner. Feel so tired with exams, why do i need to take exam!!!
I am not sure whether a man's effort and intelligence can be fully determined with the 2 and half hrs papers, i don't think so. But, what else can i do but to follow the wat the institutions set for us(the pitiful students).
I am not sure whether a man's effort and intelligence can be fully determined with the 2 and half hrs papers, i don't think so. But, what else can i do but to follow the wat the institutions set for us(the pitiful students).
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