Thursday 30 September 2010

The road to maturity

Looking at the date of my last entry, it has been almost 6 months since i last update my blog. A lot has happened for the past 6 months. I have graduated from one of the universities in Singapore which has huge impact on my perspectives about life. Some may feel that it is natural, the road to maturity but i dont really agree to that. For someone who went through rigorous training in sociology, i have personal experience on the kind of training and believed that all the trainings i been through indeed made a difference in my life( at least that's what i chose to believe)*not trying to 'hao lian'

Working life is very different from being in school.I try very hard to cling on being a student forgetting the fact that i was seriously looking forward to get out of school and be independent .Thats the reality that i wanted to be in, however inside me,the 'student' identity makes me feel humble and also receptive to new knowledge. I quite enjoy that kind of spirit because it helps me to grow to be a better person. I think many who are working in many ways feel contented with the routine work and also the space they have created for themselves. It is good making yourself happy and comfortable but it is dangerous making yourself too comfortable to where you are and resist to changes which may be positive.
In many ways, i am afraid that i may be too please with the space and freedom that i have and start to take things for granted. I hope that i wont fail to observe my surrounding and be analytical in making sense of what is happening around me.

Time to go back to work.It feels strange writing long essay again. Maybe i should not stop reading and writing so that my skills wont rust.