lethargic

I feel tired all the time eventhough i didnt do much,i dont know why... this new year doesnt seem to be a happy year for me.I used to be very possitive and forward looking,however i dont feel that this year.Many things had happened, and being the most easy to be influenced person on the earth, i feel the pain, the depression that ppl around be facing as they share with me their hardship.The feeling of helplessness to change the situation or the person make me feel frustrated with myself as well as the situation itself. i need to change, i need to be stronger!I dont know how am i going to pull myself out from all these, carryign the burdens of others although they do not expect me to.Its silly, yes i know..it is not only silly but stupid!